m i s h i e

2008-03-23T00:25:00.003+08:00

And finally it is all over
no more school projects
no more diploma show
no more rushing to meet submission date
no more sleepless night
no more stressful days

more time to groom myself
more time to sleep
more time to slack
more time to eat and digest my food
more time for lover-boy, danny

yay!

what am I doing now?
working
where?
impact models studio
doing what?
currently working on the Singapore Fashion Festival (SFF)

yeah! SFF!
What an experiential project
and its really a good learning exposure
and the learning scale is super steep
but I love responsiblities
somehow...

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2008-03-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

GSS!
GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!
HURRAY!!!

2008-03-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

then again i re-emphasis my inability to handle stress
because the effect of it has already taken place
physically initially, then emotionally
and now financially

and then I need to trust the Lord that He will work His wonders

2008-03-08T01:29:00.001+08:00

And then I was “randomly” selected to present my project to the external examiners
Because many initially selected ones disappeared
So I was kinda the back up ones to make up the number needed for examination
Right
So at the very last minute, when the party mood already kicked in,
I had to restore my files to recap and plan my presentation schedule
Which I, in the end, screwed up and went impromptu
Peeped at my grades and got a b+
Hopefully it pulls my grades up
Or at least in pare with

And then of course
After the very tedious and stressful
Pimple contributing project
Its back to partying again

Planned for a shopping trip today with lyndan and xin
Greatness
Started off Empty handed
Then pushed myself to not let the tai tai side of me down
And, I have the habit of NOT going home without buying anything
So then, I spurge on a nivea eexxttrraa whitening milk lotion
A topshop blouse, which I already own, but of a different colour
And a damage coating essence hair care serum from thefaceshop
I was contemplating on getting the spray on body glitter from sasa
And perfume
(yeah, I notice most of them are accessories)

Well, that’s the problem with shopping when you are plus size with a double plus breast
Where clothes fits you, but suffocates your breast
So what the hell
I’ll do my apparel shopping when I fly to Bangkok

Met both my aunt at amk hub right after orchard
Wanted some suggestions about that problem I have
And then, got all excited about the offer my aunt threw me!
So watch out ******** *******, I’m coming to spice up your life!

2008-03-08T01:26:00.002+08:00

i really wish it isnt anything serious or uncurable
let it be some fungus
where medicated lotion will solve the problem
it really is depressing

2008-03-06T04:13:00.002+08:00

I juat came out from the shower
smelling like three different shampoo and my dove conditioner
because I shampoo-ed my thrice
and then conditioned it
and of course, I've soaped myself twice
reason being, washing off the wax and spray in my hair
and removing any trace of smoke from my surprisingly still nice smelling
and non-stick body

yes, i went clubbing
however NOT dancing to my favourite music and beats
it made me so so bored and frustrated at first
I kinda dozed off somehow
and then I thought, this or nothing
so jus grooving to the beat and joining the effort to make clubbing like dance lessons
where there are standard hand movements and actions
yes, mambo does that

and then again i left the club way before the good music starts
no!!
zouk's such a turn off
when we were the next n queue to phuture,
they blocked the girls
and phuture is where i wanna be
better yet, MOS smoove
and most wanted, to be in the arms of my love

shuuos!
ciao!
need to go cure my sore feet!

2008-03-04T21:00:00.001+08:00

I suddenly feel empty

My phone has gone all silent

because

danny's not in Singapore

Lets wait patiently

2008-03-04T20:42:00.002+08:00

i lost my whole folder of photos while zipping
somehw it got corrupted
all 3yrs of it

I've tried 3 kinds of recovery files
but i cant seem to retrieve them
"no preview" it says

maybe i should go get the proper software to do it
crap!

God! I pray for the return of my many photos!

Amen!

2008-03-02T22:40:00.002+08:00

I know its time for an update
but, let me get first catch my breathe

finally, the end of FYP
but not the end of school yet
no more grading
no more marking
no more the need to spend $115.20
on printing something that wouldnt last more than a year
if given a choice, I'd rather join the queue outside LV
(for those who dont know, queueing is torturous to me)
and get myself something
though I dont go for branded stuffs to that extend
but what the hell

i wasnt selected for sampling for external examiner
but it doesnt bother me much
but then again, i wonder if the selection was really at random

anyways, i'm just glad its over
giving special thanks to Jesus
and of course, the ever loving danny
giving me a helping hand whenever i need some
thanks!

anyways, he's flying to indon coming tuesday

will do better blogging in the next few days
for now, I jus need restore back my sacrificed rest and play
so, do come back again.

2008-01-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

I resolved my cravings for sashimi

and went to my favourite Jap buffet

Ikoi Restaurant!

I had a total of 5 servings of hamachi (yellowtail)

salmon and much more tako (octopus)

Then of course, my favourite chawanmushi!

Although I prefer the one at sakae

This is so much worth

And then we had complimentary sake teriyaki (teriyaki salmon)

and seafood soup

*slurrps!

Then of course you can't give shishamo (pregnant fish)

Ebi tempura, ebi furai, agadeshi tofu, bacon cocktail, califonia maki and so many others

Then of course the advantage of ordering in portions allows you to choose how many exactly you want to eat

I love love love love love seafood!

Best of all, the company!

Danny :)

Met him after school at the factory

then played two rounds of worms 2!

Drool Time!

2008-01-21T20:12:00.000+08:00

Crit 3 Presentation

I was second to present

So I was definitely less tense then to snap these

In LT 24

Then Yixin Lyndan and me went town

And had sakae

This made me crave for sashimi

2008-01-21T19:54:00.000+08:00

Xavier

My physical companion throughout my struggle in FYP

His little wiggling actions and wanting to play once in awhile

bringing out all his toys to entertain himself and me

Fatty Xavier!

2008-01-11T10:19:00.000+08:00

My recent chinese herbal tea crazy

2008-01-05T22:12:00.000+08:00

Wonders of my Fujifilm Z5
Micro's an extremely wonder function invented
to such a small, mobile digital camera

And guess what I've found at the MRT station
That! The photo above!

2008-01-05T11:13:00.001+08:00

blogger sucks
when you try to post with photos and text
they just keep screwing up
below are two examples how!

2008-01-05T09:38:00.000+08:00

Snap shots from our bus ride from my school to the interchange
I like snapping him
Because He never runs out of expressions/poses
Advantage of working at a modeling studio, I guess

while we were playing with the panorama function
provided in my mobile

Then we tried burst

You know the kind where they keep shooting

So we tried to make expressions while the camera snaps

this is my personal favourite!

And I think I'm really cut out to be a Private Investigator
I shot this young couple still in their uniform at 7plus

Because this boy had his paws all over her

So american retro!

Anyway, did I mention we were at Billy Bombers

It was my treat

Danny and his mummy was there

And of course the lover-boy can never not read his daily newspaper

soup!

Cream of chicken

Not really to my liking

Onion rings is a must
I wasn't going to settle for something less

Since I was paying, I ordered the ribs and sausage

While Danny took the Chicken

And his mum, the fish

And again, he started reading his papers during dessert

Dessert was ben's and jerry's ice cream

Oh, did I mention

I'm not a fan of ice cream either
Unless its sorbert!

After that, we went to watch the Warlords

Not really that nice

Lousy plot lousy fighting scences

I give it a 2.5/5

I still like I am Legend better

Maybe because Warlord is in Chinese

Joke of the yester-day:

Speaking of which, I am so bad with chinese vocabulary

When Mary said "xi niu"

Direct translation would be "west cow"

Or I said "western cow"

Then when I told Danny that

I said I know it means buffalo

And I was wrong

Till know I don't even know what's it

And then I said "he ma" (hippo)

Which is directly translated again, "river horse"

I told him it means seahorse

And of course he had not one,

but endless laughs

Then I remembered Mary saying something about "shui mu"

Directly translated it is "water mother"

And I told him its a hippo

When it was actually jellyfish

wth

Yeah! I know I suck at chinese

And I had two tuitions and a huge brain to pass that subject

So yeah! Go ahead and laugh!

I thought it was funny how I tried to logically find its meaning

throught direct translation of the word

2008-01-05T00:49:00.000+08:00

That annoying announcement stucked to the walls of the lift lobby
Reads: 4:00PM Audi 1 D/DES to meet all staff and student

The audi was obviously too small to accomodate the whole school
And his reason being unable to book the convention hall
Then make do without the talk, I say
People have to sit on the stairs, for goodness sake
How many thousands have stepped on it
Yuck!
And he said he didnt expect so many people to turn up
And commented about the seniors, which is my batch,
saying that we were once early when we were freshmens
then on time when we were juniors
and late when we are in the senior year
wtf, he must be borned blind

Because here we are, seated here
And way before that, almost everyone were waiting outside
And, he was finding adjectives for all courses,
Including the new courses, but ours!
What caring and devoted director!

while waiting, we even have the time to take photos of ourselves
when we were more awake, interested and happy

Guess what I was doing throughout
First I plucked in my earphones and listened to music
Then I figured I'd better not waste my battery
Because this was going to be extremely long
So I tried to take a nap
While this guy started rapping
Which soon got more and more irritating
When he kept repeating the very same few words
"I think he wants your girl"
and
"I think I want your girl"
Rap, i tell you, is not my kind of music genre
So I decided that the floor would make a better and more cosy place to sleep
and also to hide from him
as I whipped out my PSP to play
Finally he said he was ending
And I countdown another half an hour predicting the time he would end
And I was right!
Bleah!

An unpleasant sight on my way out of school

2008-01-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

Have you ever tried blogging in the toilet?
I did. And I am currently doing so
I'm having the runs and find having to run to the toilet every now and then troublesome
So I just moved my work station into the toilet instead

Gross!
I know!

ps: its may be a story to keep people away from your laptop!

2008-01-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

Transportation have shown their displeasure against me
Because I’ve blogged about my hatred for the MRT
So the bus I took today decided to make me pay for it
By creating an embarrassing moment for me when I took the bus to school

Firstly, the usual super packed scenario
Which I’ve been so immune to

Embarrassing moment 1
Then to empty my hands to better balance myself
I placed my book above the fire hydrant area
And then on the way, it slipped off it, dropped onto the stairs
And all the slipped in papers were thrown out

Embarrassing moment 2
At the route near the interchange
The driver went crazy and swung the bus left and right
Hitting turns and corners at high speed
Swinging along with it, I lost my footing
Falling, I tried hard to avoid stepping on my model and flew backward
Then the other bus driver caught my by the waist
I was so freaking embarrassed

Reminder: the bus is packed!
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I am so guilty for pulling a stunt at Danny
19 missed calls
1 worried boyfriend
And when I finally answered
An angry boyfriend
Because he thought I was going over to his place
Because I refuse to tell him where I was going
When I was already halfway home
Then he suspect that I was on my way to his place
You know, surprise surprise!
But, no.
So he was expecting me and got worried when I didn’t show up after more than 1hr later
Because when I told him I was joking and was reaching home.
He coincidentally had another call
Lift the phone off his ears to see who it was
And missed the part where I said I was joking and all

Forgiven and still loved
*BEAMS

Still, sorry B
I feel so extremely guilty for that

2008-01-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

I have a confession to make
I hate taking the MRT
because I am afraid of crowds
Crowds especially the smelly kind
I get paranoid
Maybe from my constant observation of mankind
that I fear being groped, touched or stared at

Groped: from stories where people daringly stretched their arms into a lady's blouse and squeezed her boobs
that's the disadvantage of big boobs
you fear for them being stared at or touched by strangers in an enclosed area
in this case, the MRT

Touched: I saw this man folding his arm
pretending to be sleeping
then his fingers were like "accidentally" touching her boobies from the side
Jerk!

Stared at: From my frequent people-watching experience
I noticed people then to discuss about their stared-victims
after walking past them
and yes, I hate being the topic of people's discussion!
Although I always tell myself that this is what being famous and loveable is about
*grins

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We were having dinner at the market one day
and we ordered frog
and when the dish came we tried to tell the maid its frog
but then gave up trying to converse with her
(she's new)
and told her it taste like chicken
then when she ate one
we again tried to tell her its frog
and she heard pork
and being a muslim
she kind was in shock
and when we went back home
she asked me what exactly it was
I said its not pork!
its FROG
then she was relieved
but then she said something rather interesting

"if that was pork, I forever can eat pork"

and then "what if" came into my mind

naughty naughty mish!

2008-01-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

today's another public holiday
which means the-parents-are-home-day
and that's when I'll definitely not be home
or try not to

However, with the recent addition helper in the house (the maid)
Mum's been less naggy and noisy
Which also reduces Dad's possiblity of firing at us

I woke up at 8 to meet ah po (my boss) at 10
Then headed to Ikea to meet Danny and his mother
Paul's shopping for stuffs to re-decorate his room
Shelves, boxes, curtains
And Dan's Mum was looking at making the house lok neater
In short, we were searching for furniture that screams HUGE STORAGE SPACE
Danny seems bored throughout
So i let him have the honour of pushing the trolley
I was the consultant of the day
Paul was asking me about colour combinations
And how else can he make storage less boring
Dan's Mum was testing my memory skills on measurements of certain spaces in their house
Asking if this and that fits into the space
Of course durability and all

Ikea makes me happy
I just look shopping for furniture and decorating places
Visualizing the items in my upcoming new house
What I like about Ikea's stuff
They have a certain lifespan
Which suits my idea of changing the concept of my place every now and then

What stupid rule to either be 35 and above or married to purchase a flat
Driving me to desperation to get an apartment instead
I though getting a studio apartment would be perfect

My purchase for today
two small boxes
for I don't know what purpose
I just thought they may come in handy
Another impulsive buying
Crap!
I need to save up for that house

_____________
made bacon asparagus today
the bacon is so not delicious
yuck!
Salty piece of meat!

Had dinner downstairs again
Ate crab for the 103496501 time this month
I better get my hepB checked

right now, I just want to get my well deserved beauty sleep
ciao!

2008-01-01T04:47:00.000+08:00

I had less than 3 hours of sleep
Rushing to meet the deadline of my poster
Was late
Suppose to meet the rest at sunshine by 10
Cabbed!
2.80 and the 0.20 jump was not a very pleasing

Had breakfast and bitched
Attendance: Minyu, of course there’s James, Simin, Yixin, Shahid, Yuze, Mervin and me

Surprise Surprise! NOT!
As we expected, classes are cancelled
The Witch claims that she forgot it was half day
School closes at 3 and lesson supposedly starts at 3
I mean, come on, this isn’t the first time The Witch has played us out
Transportation isn’t really dirt cheap to us student designers
Considering the countless wastage of money spent on materials for models which eventually will be thrown away
And the accumulating fines on books borrowed over the due date because we are too engrossed in our current project that we have almost lost all form of social life
(Thank God I have God)
This is the very reason why I need money

What is hilarious though
Is the conversation we had in MSN the night before
Taking bets on whether classes will be cancelled? Or whether she even turns up for school?

School somewhat very much sucks!

So after school, me and xin headed back to town for some social activities
I was suppose to meet dear friend, Joyce
But she was nowhere to be found
Because its holidays and her army lover obviously had the day off
So I decided to cancel the meeting with her
And SHOPPED alone

Shopping alone is surprisingly fun
And definitely more fulfilling
Because you get to go anywhere and do whatever you wish
Whereas shopping in groups allows too many differences in interest that it becomes too painful to bear
I’ve decided to stop all shopping at once, after visiting only one shop
Because in one shop alone, I’ve already bought two shoes
Geez! At the rate I’m going, I doubt I’ll be able to carry my baggage home

To Danny’s for some TLC
I thought spending the last hour of 2007 and the first hour of the new year, 2008 together was the perfect gift
Sadly, this year’s countdown was no better than last year
And last year’s was bullshit!
People thrashing songs of famous artists
Audience crazy dancing to the not so impressive performance
And the feeling of lameness fell upon me again
Switching to channelnewasia was much more enjoyable as fireworks filled the sky

BOO!

The next BIG countdown?
The FREEDOM

2007-12-30T03:28:00.000+08:00

I am suppose to be off from school for a week
It says Christmas week in our timetable (READ THIS “WITCH”)
As expected, there weren’t any real breaks until you’ve completed a module
In this case, FYP
(I know the importance of FYP and blah blah, but mish needs playtime)

The first three days of the holidays, I went to work
Why? (Since I’ve complained so much about “a break” earlier)
Because I WANT money
Sadly, that’s what is stopping me from indulging in whatever I want
(Besides the love of my Holy Father, of course)
Friday was at the studio, as usual, doing my paperwork
Then we had roadshows over the weekends
(Remember, Danny is out of town, therefore the shortage of staff)
Saturday was alright compared to the week before
My efforts in advertising to our models paid off
They came down to the very secluded MY.PLAYGround in Suntec to show their support to our company
(Why in such a stupid location is because they rendered our services to draw crowd into that place. If you know where I am talking about, you should have noticed the very distinct difference in crowd compared to other areas in Suntec where human traffic almost at a stand still. Unless you are like me, 1.54m and below, where you can easily squeeze past the crowd, just below the broad shoulders of the average people)

Then I went over to my aunt’s place to celebrate my cousin’s 2nd birthday.
That explains the photos in the previous post.

Rejoice! Was what I felt on Sunday
When I was given the chance to take photos, professionally
You know how much that means?
Its like, someone paying you for your “art”, your skills
Photography have always been my interest
That I’ve found out slightly too late to change major

Anyways, Monday was even better
It was Christmas Eve
Great! Because it’s the day Danny’s coming back

Celebrations were at Eileen’s
BBQ! My personal favourite form of gathering
Where cooking, eating and socializing combines
(I like cooking and people watching)
Bacon asparagus, beef kerbab, chicken wings, satay, prawn, turkey, cakes, etc
*licks lips*

Spent the night at Danny’s
Tuesday, Christmas, we watched I AM LEGEND at AMK’s Cathay
Its good, go catch it!

Had AMK Mellben Crabs with family for dinner
You all should try this too!
Creamy Crab is superb
But beware of long queues and longer waiting time

After the joyous fun-filled two days of Christmas celebration,
Reality struck
I then remember the assignment given
One A1 size poster to be handed in on Monday

So Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday was pretty much production time
Building my model, drafting my plans
And then, of course collating the documents into the poster
Sunday was awkward
The MP for my district was doing a door to door visit at my block
And guess what, I was in the middle of building my model
And in a very messy state
Attire and appearance wise, if only the dirty look was in
And she wanted to take a photo with us
How FUGLY I look, I choose NOT to wonder

2007-12-23T09:43:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I just wonder wish i can shut her up

I cabbed down from woodlands to my place
and dropped my cousin off at a bustop
so that he can take a bus home

and my youngest sister have to narrate
in freaking load details
"travelled from ambas (gambas)"
"dropped him off at the stadium"

what the fuck!

and for that,
I've got a earful of scolding
from my dad

because I chose a longer route
(so that I can be on side of the rd where the bustops are)
and that I alighted him at the stadium
(when I could dropped him off at the MRT)
and of cos, because I took a cab

Annoying
She's just a freaking bitch who can't keep her mouth shut
I mean, what's so nice about the story of us
dropping off our cousin at the bustop
that you have to narrate that to dad

*strangles*

and worst of all
she whine and grumble about not having a new phone
and then pestered my aunt to get
THE EXACT SAME ONE
colour and model.

WHAT THE HELL

People in this family knows that she cannot take care of a phone
her old motorola had a big long crack that stretches across the entire screen
and the skin of it have almost no smooth surfaces
with metal parts, including the keypad, rusty and gross
yes!

Would you wanna waste your money on a brand new phone for her?

You would!!!
You'll so regret it that you wished she paid you back!
Although she'll never have the money to
since she's already owing me a few hundred dollars and STILL counting

__________________________

Enough about the bitch

__________________________

Here's some shots from Anthony's 2nd birthday yesterday

2007-12-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

Time for updates
I know
It’s been awhile

Mainly because of school
FYP’s hectic
Not really

I procrastinated because I was demoralized for awhile
Because of a certain something
Crap

Well
I jumped from a band 3 to a band 1.5
(bands are like so primary school grade)

I thank the Lord for that
I appreciate the wisdom and favour I was blessed with

*beams*

School’s not very interesting a topic to be reading about

2007-10-20T01:18:00.000+08:00

2007-10-20T01:05:00.000+08:00

me and xinni visited alva aalto after work
we got wet trying to walk from the bus stop to the cultural center
in the heavy rain and a small umbrella
both with big bags

but it was fun

first time working today
hilarious
anyone having alone time with me
is bitching time
to be more cultured,
its called, gossiping
to be children friendly,
socializing

so we were whinning about that smelly man
who keeps sticking his hands between us
as if trying to do something funny
we already have a very small table with a million things
and he keeps wanting to interupt
if u wan, get us ladies a chair each, and a proper table to do our PAPER work!

work at shenton way
then to NUS to meet AA
then to SIM to meet danny
then to tampines to slack at danny phantom's place

2007-10-20T00:45:00.000+08:00

xueni's birthday was on 16th of this month

and so, another gathering

vivo, marche

shared crepes

rosti with seah yixin

and these are the ones who came,
elroy, taibin and kenny gay

jianhuang, hock

seah yixin, birthday girl (searnee), xinni

xinni and mish

then we saw porkie!

2007-10-19T14:18:00.000+08:00

You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone.
You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.
Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

How Well Do You Understand Men?

You Are Mostly Secure

In general, you feel confident and together.
But the wrong thing can happen, and all of a sudden, you're not feeling so secure.
Luckily, your insecurities don't last long... at least, not usually.
So the next time you're feeling insecure, try to snap out of it - and remember the confident woman you are!

Are You An Insecure Girl?

He's a Keeper!

Your guy is a rare find: sweet, kind, and loyal.
And as long as he doesn't have three nippples,
You should seriously consider keeping him a long time

Sometimes a girl can't see a good thing when she's got one
So let me tell you: your guy is a gold medal boyfriend
Just make sure you treat him right in return!

Is He a Keeper?

You Are a Natural Flirt

Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt.
And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting.
Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt.
And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Honest

Like it or not, your friends are going to hear the truth from you.
You know that the truth hurts, but living a life of lies is much worse.

So while you're definitely kind and supportive, you don't pull any punches with your friends.
Everyone knows where they stand with you. And what you like and dislike about them.

While some may be initially turned off by your honesty, your friends have come to consider it a virtue.
After all, in world of white lies and deceptive politeness, you can be counted on for honesty and integrity.

Your friends need you most when: They need good advice or an intelligent opinion

You really can't be friends with: Needy, emotional people

Your friendship quote: "True friendship can afford true knowledge. It does not depend on darkness and ignorance."

What Makes You a Good Friend?

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

Your Quirk Factor: 51%

You're a pretty quirky person, but you're just normal enough to hide it.
Congratulations - you've fooled other people into thinking you're just like them!

How Quirky Are You?

You've Been Bit By the Shopping Bug!

You're constantly adding to your wardrobe - and it shows
However, you can show some restraint. You love good deals.
Your love of the clearance rack has paid off...
You probably have only maxed out card or two, if at all!

Do You Shop More Than Most Women?

You Are 40% Girly

You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit.
Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way.

How Girly Are You?

Your Career Personality: Original, Devoted, and Service Oriented

Your Ideal Careers:

Art director
Book editor
College professor
Composer
Film director
Graphic designer
Novelist
Stage actor
Psychiatrist
Writer

The Quick and Dirty Career Test

2007-10-16T01:29:00.000+08:00

mummy and daddy

max mish nana

daddy's girl, i am!

danny phantom!

2007-10-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

people do do silly things when they are bored
I came across this thing at my friend's blog
scroll down!

what the fish!
Mandy Moore
And thank you, I don't look like a guy
That guy look like me

I did a test run on KK, and he was stephen chow!
Hilarious when i saw the resemblance!

________________

Updates!

i met joyce to do our hair
and we did the silliest thing ever
we got extensions
two streaks each
green for her
and i got an orange and a yellow!
they make me feel so alien
and, its so cheena lian

eeew!

Then we chatted at Macs
thinking back those eventful school days
about lecturers
classes
classmates
recess
uniforms
bitches
couples
and a whole chunk more!

Time sure flies!
________________

I went for an interview a few weeks back,
and managed to get myself a part-time job
mainly project based
and only need to commit, at most,
till 12pm.
6 buckaroos an hour

BUT (yes, everything comes with a but nowadays)
we have to wear formal
only white shirts or sth you would wear to an office job
and i belong to less than 3 plain white tops!
excluding t-shirts of cos

and no, its not an office job
when does mish apply for a boring office job?
NEVER!

well, at least i get the afternoon off!
________________________

am helping out at danny boy's work place as well
good place to past time
bitching allowed!
and you get to see cute children

*pinch danny's cheeks*

yeah! some are THAT cute!

did a roadshow in united square
disney's princess
had makeover for kids 4 to 12,
with photography
there's something to laugh, bitch, be angry about
at least once in every 10 children
mainly because of their parents!

then once, i helped to sell packages to parents
who signed their children up for our modelling workshops
and had to handle the kids during the end of each workshops
as they attempt to put up a show for their parents

once, this kid and i had an interesting conversation
little girls: how old are you?
me: you guess?
little girls: 20! 19! 18!
whatever numbers they shouted, i said no!
this little girl: jie jie! you tell me how old are you, i won't tell anybody!

*smirk*

children these days!

just this saturday, I went to help out at the takashimaya fashion show!
my god!
Imagine your kids strading down the aisle in
DKNY
Guess
Burberry
Bennetton Colours, etc
Those kids are plain adorable
__________________

oh, and did i tell you,
I've got a maid!
But she's always at my grandma's place
Because she is hired to look after her!
Eeew.

2007-10-15T23:34:00.001+08:00

one is not enough right?
so i had a variety!
not "a", varieties!!!!

To do justice to my photos:
i had clipped on extensions,
supposedly for italian classes

And, yes, i do have a tiara on my head
BUT i didnt wear it out, i was at the studio
i and danny were just playing with them

I took this photo to check if i really have big small eye

Took this in vivo.

2007-09-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

oh. and did i remind you that my sudden burst of blog entries ar ethe results of the end of P3?
yeah
HOORAY!

2007-09-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

friends tend to face certain degree of arguements
and really close ones shares a love-hate relationship
friends don't "act like perry"
and they slap the truth in your face!
because they bother
because they don't want someone else to tell you that
and leave you hanging there like an idiot
wheras they can shoot you, and then be there to give u a comforting hug

yeah.
that's what friends are

2007-09-20T17:33:00.000+08:00

And my feet's still sore from dancing the night away
On heels. Thank God it wasn't the other pair i wore.
Next time, sneakers only!
Cos I want my toes! I do need my toes!
I don't want killer heels piercing them anymore!
Spare them please.

Well, I still prefer MOS anytime.
Zouk has bad music and crowd.
And the dance floor is just too small
Imagine dancing and pushing together
And speakers hanging on pure cables alone,
swinging at the beat of the music caused by the woofer
yes!
Visualizing it dropping is terrorizing enough.

Best place to party?
In the arms of my beloved!
Dream Party!

Movie: The Little Black Book

2007-09-20T16:57:00.000+08:00

I just finished watching this movie called The Little Black Book
Starring Brittany Murphy and Ron Livingston

The cast
Brittany Murphy: Stacy
Holly Hunter: Barbara (Barb)
Ron Livingston: Derek
and his three ex-girlfriends
Julianne Nicolson: Joyce
Rashida Jones: Rachel Keyes
Josie Maran: Lulu Fritz

So the story goes..
One day, Stacy got recruited as an associate producer in a reality talk show
called Kippie Kann Do. So to get familiar with her work, she watched re-runs of the show
and there was one edition on an interview with Lulu Fritz
Then Derek commented about her and Stacy probed further
and realized that Lulu Fritz was Derek's ex.
Whom he left out when Stacy previously asked about his ex-s
Stacy was somehow inferior as Lulu is a supermodel

So, Stacy made use of her post in the production studio
with the help of Barb, to book an interview with Lulu Fritz
and tricked her into telling them about her ex-s
and Derek's name came out of her mouth.
Saying that the relationship was all about sex

Then she did the same with Rachel.
Using warts as an excuse, thinking she's a foot doctor
but she turned out to be a gyne
then she interviewed her, pretending to be interested in her success
Her life and all. Because she saw a photo of Bob, Derek's dog.
So she dug more secrets that derek left out.
About having a pinic just a few weeks back
and that she have visitation rights to Bob, the dog

And one day, Derek left his palm at home when he went away for hockey training
Barb and her went through the contents and found photos of Joyce and Derek
with his parents.
And Stacy was shocked, cos Derek said he doesn't bring girls home
and now this. Joyce in a thong, with his parents on vacationssss.
So, Stacy went to interview Joyce
Then she got to like her, and treated her as a friend
Then she tried to make her hate Derek

Then Barb went to sabotage her
By using her stories and lies to make her the topic of the Talk Show
Buying her her promotion.
She invited the three ex-s and Stacy and Derek.
All not knowing that they are in for the truth exposed

And....

WATCH IT
or get it from me!

2007-09-18T11:37:00.000+08:00

know what I think is strange?
that parents act and speak differently and refuse to admit
or try very hard to cover up
how often do you hear parents talk about loving your siblings
well, God told me so.
I do.

unfortunately, pretentiously, i found out something so disgusting
it made me feel if family are really the closes you can get?
if so, where did sworn/god siblings come about

here is the truth:

the oldest son in the family -
in a traditional asian family,
especially for chinese
is suppose to look after his parents.
and he...
OFFERED TO PAY HIS YOUNGEST SISTER
TO ASK HER TO STOP WORKING
AND LOOK AFTER THEIR AGED MOTHER
where he is retired, rich
and loitering around.
SHE ISN'T YOUR MAID, FREAK!
GET ONE THEN!

the second eldest daughter -
supposedly, the closest to the youngest sister,
secretly psycho their aged mother to reject
the youngest sister's offer to sponser a maid
WHEN SHE ACTUALLY WANT ONE
how i know she does?
well, on weekends, when the other daughter comes over
the aged mother will reject the idea of getting a maid
and then throughout the week,
when the daughter is miles away from their mother
she told her youngest daughter,
who's a block away,
that she is fine with a maid.
FREAKS!

and who am i referring to?
my mother.
my mother whom her brother
suggested she quit her job and
offered to pay her to look after THEIR MOTHER

what a bunch of selfish ass!

2007-08-12T02:23:00.000+08:00

tammy

windy eh

reirei & toughy

reirei

2007-08-12T02:03:00.000+08:00

Busy was the reason to my disappearance
to blogging at least.

School's been hectic
partly because of myself
and my wisdom tooth having to
cause the swelling of my gum
bringing me much pain trouble and heartache
for having to spend so much money on it
and taking up time supposedly allocated to
the many many thinking needed for my present assignment
which is relatively important to my grades
which determines my future working live
because i have no wish to continue being tortured
with the long hours of brainstorming drawing
drafting building something that would definitely be
non existence.

yes.

into the end of the 3 week of the 8 weeks long assignment duration
with the amount of work and the pace of our class
i assume many more late endurance-testing nights
i expected i predicted i knew
from the first day of class

Thank You Lord
for Your guidiance and favour
Thank You for creativity and ideas
Thank You for knowledge and abilities
Thank You for speed and productivity
in me
AMEN!

and in the Lord I shall trust
to bring me through the second last stage
before my first
and hopefully not the last
recognizable graduation

-----Wisdom and the Missing Teeth------
i did mention about my problematic tooth
which i had an operation for
and the stitches are still sitting inside my sore mouth
and because of the sore and aching
it led to me losing my voice
and was unable to present for the interim
which i very much wanted to
to get me boost up for FYP's 5 mins of fame

i am on painkillers, antibiotics and gastric pills
and they are still sore

-------

2007-07-18T01:56:00.000+08:00

i stuffed my face with so much italian
i think i'm going to burst
well
i didnt really stuff myself into it
i jus kept thinking about classes
and words
and verds
and everything

i wil most prolly do badly for the listening
cos i'm not the listening person
i'd prefer if you listen to me!

and i watched about 5 episodes of dexter
and 2 episodes of supernatural
so that's like 7hours wasted

however
my day started early
too early for a tuesday

but all for a good cause
i met my baby at chinatown
for dim sum breakfast
our very own favourite
red star

yea
good!

and now
i should jus sleep
and try let my brain cells re-generate
but..

yeah. there's always a but..
grey's anatomy on tv
urgh!

i just love bitch shows.
however i don't really enjoy watching ugly betty
maybe i love thriller more
like supernatural's spook
dexter's gruesome scences
csi's bloody mess

i miss danny!

2007-07-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

doggy fashion

2007-07-16T23:42:00.001+08:00

here's why hotmail is still good!

2007-07-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

today's topic will be on "recieving compliments"

ever got stuck in a situation
where someone praises
or compliments you
and then you don't know what or how to respond?

well, just compliment them back
or simply say thank you

in singapore
however
people do have a wierd way or responding to compliments
and praises

especially parents

parents often hear praises about their children
and how do they respond?
they jus try too hard to be humble
and usually say otherwise
and most of the time,
telling others how lousy or bad their child is

why! what "love" their parents give
imagine yourself beaming from that
once-in-a-blue-moon compliment
floating in your little bubble
and they just take the honour of bursting them

yeah

daughter takes time off busy schedule
to accompany her mother to the market
daughter's thoughts : i can make mummy happy by carry her groceries
then she wouldnt be so tired

but...

meepok auntie: hey, your daughter is so pretty hor?
mother: no la! she pretty? see she so short, so lazy. dun even wan to help me do housework. everytime make me angry.

daughter's thoughts : i should have just stay at home

sigh..

dont they love you no more?

PS: not talking about anyone
neither about myself
it was just a random thought.

2007-07-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

2007-07-06T09:32:00.000+08:00

friday!

everyone loves friday
because tomorrow,
in italian, domani,
is the start of weekend!

saturday!

is what i'm looking forward to
*makes kiddy aeroplane sounds*

*beams*

i believe i've rant enough about
going to bangkok
GOING alone.

i've packed my camera
which i always forget when i go for trips
and i have to remember to get batteries
i've brought along 3 other SD card
to supply spaces for photos videos
and more photos

my luggage is almost full
what's left are all danny's stuff!
then we're good to zip it up!
storage space is not a problem
as i've brought 2 shopping bags
and 1 backpack
who says im not ready to shop?

i even have a shopping list in my bag!

and i thought my luggage was big enough

maybe i should get a bigger one!
then i can buy more things

however i have a big problem!
the more space i have,
the more i want to fill up the gap
like what someone said about me..

you never see the glass as half empty of half full
because you always fill them to the brim

i don't really know what that means
but i know its a compliment!
*smirk*

i just want to be prepared
i need to feel save

psst... i even packed shoes okay!

and planned what to wear home
and which layer of the clothes stack it should be
and conditioner
both for washing and leave on
deodorant and perfume
mouth rinse and toothpaste
brushing is not enough
chopsticks, in case we want maggie
calculator, to calculate the exchange
its those school maths kind you know
medicine plaster medicated oil and lotion

i know!
you so wanna smack your hand on your forehead
and roll your eyes!
i'm so gu niang and princessy right?

shut up!

i packed wet tissue packet tissue and kitchen paper!
bite me!

*Laugh Out Loud!*

i bought post sticks!

words are not enough!
you guys need photos!!

2007-07-05T11:58:00.000+08:00

oggi e giovedi
domani e venerdi
dopo domani e sabato!

io vado in THAILAND!
vado e BANGKOK!

allora.

i was trying to improve my italian
cos that's what i'm studying now

io studio italiano adesso

right!
translation!

today is thursday
tomorrow is friday
the day after tomorrow is saturday!

i am going to thailand!
going to bangkok!

it sounds childish and all
but this is wad we do in italian classes
speaking in full sentences.

hahahha

at least i can!
bleah!

anyway
yeah

going to thailand!
i was suppose to be in korea
but nvm!
who doesnt choose shopping over studying?

i'm not a bookworm, neither a geek okay!

i'm always seeking for fun fun and more fun

just to let you know
and make you people wanna stab me!
i'm in time for the THAILAND SALE!

yeah!

like GSS

*dance*

i am going to drag danny to the go go bar
i wanna see what is it like inside

i wanna do thai massage
they say its like yoga for the lazy people
lazy people refers to me!

i wanna go chutuchap
i wanna go night market
i wanna go floating market
i wanna go siam
i wanna go silom
i wanna go pratunam
i wanna shop
i wanna play
yay!

i bet i can sleep tmr!

i'm so excited!

honestly, this is my second time flying
and 2nd time to bangkok
and bangkok is the furthest country i've been

yeah!
loser, i know!

at least im going!
wad about you?

2007-07-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

You Are a Soft Kisser

Your kissing style is understated, but effective

You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses.

And the key is, you only give kisses to someone incredibly special

Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

What's Your Kissing Style?

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 50% Good and 50% Bad
Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.
But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

see...
I'm a good girl okay!

You Are An Attention Seeker

You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then.
You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing.
And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement.
You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine.

You come across as: Friendly and interesting

People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are!

Are You An Attention Whore?

2007-07-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

worked on thursday and friday
and please remind me not to work for that
sick bastard again
he delayed my pay with 101 excuses
actually jus a few
1. his clerk took off
2. the office is not open on sat and sun
3. his boss is in KL

WHAT THE HELL!
world book fair is ages ago!
and where the hell is the pay?
fuck you!

and then i worked recently
should be about over 200
see how long that sick bastard is going to take
to give me that small amount of money
if he claims that his company is so big

and i haven get my book fair commision ok
its commision.. not even pay
we dont get paid
jus commission
and....

urgh!
fuck!

how am i going bangkok then
idiot!

2007-06-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

i hate diarrhea!!

2007-06-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

guess what i've been doing the whole of sunday?
sleeping!
why?
cos i'm so no life!

2007-06-24T14:54:00.000+08:00

yay!
bangkok again
i finally convinced mummy to let me go

she was worried about this and that

me: can i go bangkok? its with the company (danny's company)! it isnt jus the two of us!
mummy: *hesitates* no
me: why? i'll buy u something!
mummy: what?
me: DOM! Bailey's! I'll be sitting a plane, i'll be at duty free!
mummy: *grin*
me: i can get u bags! shoes! clothes!
mummy: *grins more*
me: do you want me to say prada before u agree?
mummy: yes!
me:*rolls around on her bed*
mummy: *laughs* what you want?
me: *close to her face* can i go?
mummy: go la! go la! buy for me DOM!

HAHAHHA!!

yeah!

_____________________________

went sentosa yesterday
with nicole and crystal
joyce was suppose to be there
but she had to plan for her lessons
eee!
i brought xavier along

and because i was all alone to watch him
i was so shag and grouchy the whole day

we sat in the afternoon sun for just awhile
and i've already got burnt

then we went around the island
i, clumsily
as there's two bags and abrasion
from sand between my thighs
fishballs!

we went merlion
we went underwaterworld
we went siloso
we went palawan
we had sakae sushi
we had bens and jerry

what was funny though
i let xavier chase this bird
and he ran into the sea
i panicked a little
then he swam back
small dog
but wants to act like he's the boss

he's so very loveable
i let him out only for awhile
and 3 people wanna take a photo
of him
with him
and of me and him
(that's cos he doesnt want to leave me)

the visual image of this china woman in a white bikini
just makes me so so disgusted!
she was squatting in front of me
cos she wanted a picture of xavier
then i saw some black patches down below
i didnt look delibrately
xavier just happen to be that tall

this reminded me of another disgusting sight
i once saw this china man
in a white swimming trunk
on the beach
wierd enough?
no!
he apprently thought he was an L size or something
but he was only an S (i think)
cos it was so loose that his "bush" was showing!
GROSSEST!

not yet!
while we were pushing our way through the crowd
outside the underwater world
our jaws dropped to UNDER the ground
when we saw the hairiest armpits of a woman
a china woman in a white sleeveless dress!
*shivers*

what's with these people
in white
and doesnt give a shit about grooming?
white is a nice pure angelic colour!
dont pollute it!

kids may get tramatized!

2007-06-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

alright
i posted 5 photos
of danny
and danny with me
for JOYCE!

right!

2007-06-21T15:47:00.000+08:00

yes!
i was bored being bored at home
i went to do blogthings quizzes
and got some wierd answers

my exotic dancer name is
DIABLO

my boobies names are
LOVE MUFFINS

im definitely
LOW MAINTENANCE

and i am totally
SARCASTIC

i am more like
ANGELINA JOLIE
compared to Jennifer Aniston

and i am
TOTALLY GOOD LIAR

i am not exactly hot
but im
CONFIDENT

and i have a
NC-17 mind
which means i'm totally
DIRTY MINDED

yeah

2007-06-21T15:15:00.000+08:00

You Are Low Maintenance

Otherwise known as "too good to be true"
You're one laid back chica - and men love that!
Just remember that no good guy likes a doormat.
So if you find your self going along to get along...
Stop yourself and put up a little bit of a fight.

Are You A High Maintenance Woman?

2007-06-21T15:14:00.000+08:00

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!
Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.
If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.
You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

2007-06-20T22:51:00.000+08:00

list of things to do:
- get a hair cut
(its looking so so... bushy)
- get my brows done
- i need a facial
(pimples attack)
- nails job: manicure pedicure
(i broke two finger nails and my toe nail's so screwed)
- sling bag for school
(something big. is there one that i cant stuff my a3 stuffs in?)
- new sneakers
(i so neew new casual shoes. i only have one comfy brown checked sneakers)

actually, as the list goes on,
i find the meaning of it disappear
cos these are wants and not must
well!
people never stop wanting

"i must cut my hair!"
at this age, who cares if have fringe over your frigging eyebrows?
its just someone wanting to look better
and to want to groom themselves

but still,
i want to get those doned!
hahahahha

bullshit!

2007-06-20T12:25:00.001+08:00

I thought i still have another week to the start of school
but unfortunately school's starting on monday
coming monday

from frigging hours of
1800 hr to 2100hr
who the hell goes to school at 5pm
to attend classes?
me!
freak
how saddening a sight
when everyone's squeezing up buses to go home
go hang out
and yours truely,
getting down the extremely empty bus
to go to school for classes

I'd so rather a morning class (0900hr)
come on!
at least i can still meet people for dinner
so there it goes!

right

2007-06-20T00:47:00.000+08:00

i doubt you'll read this
but

Happy 22nd Birthday JH

had dinner with the usual people
fish and co-ed at suntec
elroy
taibin
hock
merv
fiq
kenneth
xinni
myself
and of cos the birthday boy

he had to bring work home
poor thing

I just found out school's starting next week!
fish!
and i thought i had one more week
i thought i still had one more week of fun
one more week of slacking
one more week of waiting
for danny to be free
so we can go out on dates

but no more
classes starts at 6pm and ends at 9
wtf
jams before classes
dark streets after classes
lifeless again
who would be up early to do stuffs with me
what about shopping?
what about dinner dates?
eee
i hate night classes

and guess what subject!
ITALIAN
well, its not the language i'm complaining about
its more of the assignments
the topic
exactly like japanese, i assume
but in italian
about phone conversations
about shopping trips
about house visits
about travelling
and then there's history, geography, cultural stuffs about italy
to be memorized and tested
then listening test
and MCQs on the language
then a skit
having to act in italian

right

wad a july!

2007-06-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

2007-06-17T20:48:00.000+08:00

i jus came back from malaysia

sibu island

went to kelong

fished

snapped

ate

slept

bitched

played

yeah!

once a year my family travels together

(usually without my elder sister

as she thinks she's too old for these)

this time, there's

i brought my new camera there

troublesome but not regretful

i took 200 odd photos

mostly of the sea and sky

sunset

fishes

clouds

my uncle hired a mini bus to drive us all there and back

one thing i like about roads in malaysia is

the bumpy uneven surface

its like roller coaster/jeep/safari bus kinda thing

and on the very bumpy giggly ride,

we had many jam brakes and swivels

because the animals were everywhere

we almost ran over many iguanas

almost ran over three cows

almost hit a crazy motorist

and lots more

on our way there we stopped for bak kut teh

and noodles

on our way back we had zhu chao

crayfish / lalang / oyster egg / sambal vege / noodles, etc

400++ ringgit for 3 tables

(three tables includes my family

and my uncle's fishing buddies

and their family)

we brought 12 cartons of beer

7 cartons of white

5 cartons of stout

6 bottles of red wine

1 carton of 100plus

1 carton of sprite

1 carton of ice lemon tea

we ran out non alcoholic drinks on the 2nd day

then we bought another carton from the kelong shop

we tried to fish at different hours of the day

but we cant get the kind of fish we want

and we keep getting this small tiny fishes

yellow tail

and to unhoook them is so tedious

as they'll puff up their spiny fins

and ouch!

last night there

they fried all the smaller fishes we caught

and we ate under the stars

my favourite was the raw fish

dipped in wasabi in soya sauce

yum!

i drank beer

i drank wine

then i was so afraid i'll walk into the sea

so i lazed in the bed and did sudoku

fun game okay!

try.

i wouldn't mind going again

(:

2007-06-12T01:05:00.000+08:00

i love eating charcoal... NOT!

i kinda pity a friend of mine
having to go through crap
feeling all homesick
sick
hungry
and all lousy

who's to blame?
charcoal people!

eat pork!
bring a dog home!
talk about ghost all day!
eat cereal!

2007-06-06T01:09:00.000+08:00

photo time! took some photos of my boys

sweets

tim

when he's fur was longer

my dad got me new SLR

blisters form shopping, in heels

watch closely. he's carrying gucci! and he drives a lexus! he's a monk!

went for midsummer's night dream

i saw this huge thing

our biatching bud!

i never need to see this again. YAY

i finally had time to clear the photos and videos from my handphone.

phew! it was jamming up to bad cos of the minimal space it was running with, i had problems sending msgs

anyway, i just finished working at world book fair.

anymore lobangs anyone. I'd prefer roadshows anytime

PS: i still love my hair!

2007-06-06T00:57:00.000+08:00

someone once told me

"dove is so strong, that it can be used to scrub boats"

is it shocking or shocking?

I AM USING DOVE
AND I LOVE DOVE
THE SMELL
THE CARE IT GAVE TO MY HAIR

my hair = THE hair
is one of the most precious thing to a woman

look at beyonce alone
how many times have she changed her hairdo?
the fact is, gel, wax, dye, spray, curlers and straighteners

do reduce the strength and health level of these precious strands

you dont get me right?
nvm!

I LOVE MY HAIR!
get it?

2007-05-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

i went shopping again
i bought more stuffs
i met xinni in town
(she just came back from india)

had pancake noodles from taka
then shopped
mango zara guess levi's topshop
forever21 fareast

in total i've bought
apairofshoe
ablackpants
ahandbag
atopfrommango
atopfromfareat

i forgot what else

ahahaha

and i'm having sore feet already!

work tomorrow
more standing
more sore

if only i own a car
and license

2007-05-26T20:30:00.000+08:00

why do we still have to write a report?
i thought it was over!
eeew

i went shopping with nicole today
im having sore feet!
yeah
serious matter!
well, it was really good fun though
she's a good shopping parter
and i got heels
(:

hmmm
i'm not really ready for school
i just want to play!

2007-05-25T13:29:00.000+08:00

shake it! shake! shake it!

Its a friday.
Supposedly my last day of SIP
But, yesterday was my last.
And so at home, I'm slacking
Watching my many pending videos
and finally using my laptop for something else
besides drafting, drafting and drafting
and maybe checking mail.

Now that I've my money
I wanna go shopping
I need to go shopping
I must go shopping
I should go shopping
I will go shopping
yeah

i wanna get
ablackjeans
csimiami/ny/lasvegasdvds
lawandorderdvd
babydollsasintopnottoy
heelsshoesslippers
ineedanewwalletaswellcosmyoldone'ssoverydirty

and and and
I'm going to watch midsummer later
what midsummer?
the play la
a midsummer night's dream?
will-liam-shake-the-spear?

2007-05-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

I SWEAR I'LL

DESTROY YOU

MYSELF!

2007-05-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

any more episodes of "the dance floor" and i think my eyes will be glued tight.
cos i cant help but frown and squint at every word she say.
who? jade seah
her articulation
her trying-to-act-professional-by-slanging of hosting
my god!
its not that im against slang
but, good english doesnt necessary need a slang
as long as you speak properly
good sentence structure, etc
but.. wth
she tried to slang
then the singlish slang comes out
its like so caught-ya

and she's like properly dressed in a gown
evening gown, mind you
with gloves
and she screamed into the mic like some crazy lunatic
(yeah. double madness)
"LET'S GIVE IT UP FOR.. PLATINUM"
and she introduces people that way

and she's like living in her own world
like when FD or Glenn stops
she cant find any link to continue talking
there's always seconds of painful silence
and i so feel like switching the channel

whatever.
just work properly.
pls.

2007-04-01T20:11:00.000+08:00

ever wished for a sister?
TAKE THAT WISH BACK THIS VERY INSTANT
as i will try my very best to change your mind

i have 3 sisters
i don't mind giving you the elder one
oh, or maybe you prefer a younger sister
i can give you the youngest one
maybe
if i'm rich enough,
i'll pay you to take these two far far far away

No.1 The Elder Sister, Sometimes, May Not Be The Most Sensible (i even have titles for the paragraph)

blah blah blah
blah blah
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
blah!

that's how they speak most of the time
and i wish i can just say
SHUT UP
and i did
then we fought
verbally

Scenario 1: The E.S can't wait

yeah!
today we left home for somewhere
then there's this irritating neighbour
seriously irritating
never on good terms
and she was horrifying to look
and then the E.S
together with us
bummed into her on the way out of the lift
and she said
"Wow! Early morning see ghost!"

oh
just shut up
cos you are stooping as low as her
maybe even lower
you can't wait to be beaten up
but i don't want to
and neither do i wan to waste my time or energy
thinking or talking or thinking about words and phrases
to agitate irritate or provoke these people
simply cos they don't understand
so why bother

but E.S just can't wait

Scenario 2: E.S knows it all, at least, that's what she thinks

*conversation between daddy and me*
(you know, those daddy daughter time u waited so long for)

and then...

*INTERUPTION
NO LOR! / WHERE GOT! / CAN OKAY! / BLAH BLAH BLAH!

in her extremely loud bossy voice
she BOOMS in the MRT (usually)
and make a scene

AS IF she was there
AS IF it was her problem
AND SHE eavesdropped
ASSH*LE!

Enough about the story of another immature adult
if you've already heard stories about
this other irritating high pitched brainless biatch
(i almost wanted to use bimbo, but i noticed she didn't qualify.
you know, the 'looks' issue)

No.2 The Youngest Sister is such an Ah Lian
i am sincerely apologize for not nurturing my sister
and now she is a pest to the society

pest: teenages who finds the kick in slitting themselves / teenages who loves take wierd photos with the disgusting hand signs / teenages who act as if they are damn popular and big and dramatize every single thing / teenages who have 'lao gongs' 'lao pwos' 'lesbians' / use of make up at the age of 13 / stole shorts from their sisters' wardrobe / stole sunglasses from their sister's pouches / stole bags from their sister's stash / stole almost everything from their own family

yes
that's what i'm talking about
and that's what mine is
a thief!

yes
she hid my sunglass
she used my cap
she wore my shirt
she claim ownership to most of my shorts
that now i only have fucking two shorts for the rest of my few days till i have money for more
WTF
seriously!!
WHAT THE FUCK!

go eat shit and die
i have so freaking much anger inside of me, i want to just wallop her!

2007-03-30T23:44:00.000+08:00

Analysis of the ''F'' Word

Perhaps one of the most interesting and colorful words in the English language today is the word “fuck”. It is the one magical word, which, just by its sound, can describe pain, pleasure, love, and hate.
In language, “fuck” falls into many grammatical categories. It can be used as a verb, both transitive (Mary fucked John) and intransitive (John was fucked by Mary). It can be an action verb (John really gives a fuck), a passive verb (Mary really doesn't give a fuck), an adverb (Mary is fucking interested in John), or as a noun (Mary is a terrific fuck). It can also be used as an adjective (Mary is fucking beautiful) or an interjection (Fuck! I'm late for my date with Mary). It can even be used as a conjunction (John is ugly, fuck, he's also stupid). As you can see, there are very few words with the overall versatility of the word “fuck.”

Aside from its sexual connotations, this incredible word can be used to describe many situations:
1) Surprise -- “What the fuck are you doing here?”
2) Fraud -- “I got fucked by the car dealer.”
3) Resignation -- “Oh, fuck it!”
4) Trouble -- “I guess I'm fucked now.”
5) Aggression -- “FUCK YOU!”
6) Disgust -- “Fuck me.”
7) Confusion -- “What the fuck...?”
8) Difficulty -- “I don't understand this fucking business!”
9) Despair -- “Fucked again....”
10) Pleasure -- “I fucking couldn't be happier.”
11) Displeasure -- “What the fuck is going on here?”
12) Lost -- “Where the fuck are we?”
13) Disbelief -- “UN-FUCKING-BELIEVABLE!”
14) Retaliation -- “Up your fucking ass!”
15) Denial -- “I didn't fucking do it.”
16) Perplexity -- “I know fuck-all about it.”
17) Apathy -- “Who really gives a fuck, anyhow?”
18) Greetings -- “How the fuck are ya?”
19) Suspicion -- “Who the fuck are you?”
20) Panic -- “Let's get the fuck out of here.”
21) Directions -- “Fuck off.”
22) Awe -- “How the fuck did you do that?”

It can be used in an anatomical description -- “He's a fucking asshole.” It can be used to tell time -- “It's five fucking thirty.” It can be used in business -- “How did I wind up with this fucking job?” It can be maternal -- “Motherfucker.” It can be political -- “Fuck Clinton!”

It has also been used by many notable people throughout history:
“What the fuck was that?” -- Mayor of Hiroshima
“Where did all these fucking Indians come from?” -- General Custer
“That's not a real fucking gun, is it?” -- John Lennon
“Who's gonna fucking find out?” -- Richard Nixon
“Why the fuck did that apple hit me?” -- Issac Newton
“Heads are going to fucking roll.” -- Marie Antoinette
“I could have used a fucking map.” -- Ulysses
“Where the fuck is all this water coming from?” -- Captain of the Titanic
“Any fucking idiot could understand that.” -- Albert Einstein
“It DOES SO fucking look like her!” -- Picasso
“Okay, I know... we'll build this BIG fucking wall to keep them out.” -- Emperor of the Ch'in Dynasty
“I can't believe I just fucking said that.” -- Patrick Henry
“Fucking backstabbers!” -- Julius Caesar
“You want what on the fucking ceiling?” -- Michelangelo
“Fellatio is not fucking!” -- Bill Clinton
“Where is that fucking pizza guy?” -- Elvis
“Why? Because its fucking there!” -- Sir Edmund Hilary
“I don't suppose its gonna fucking rain?” -- Joan of Arc
“Scattered fucking showers my ass.” -- Noah
“I need this parade like I need a fucking hole in my head.” -- John F. Kennedy
“What are the fucking chances I'm going to heaven?” -- Adolf Hitler
“Hey, where the fuck are your turbans?” -- Christopher Columbus when he discovered the “Indians”.

2007-03-30T22:47:00.000+08:00

dumb blonde joke

Don't Step Out of the Car

A blonde has just gotten a new sports car. She cuts out in front of a semi, and almost causes it to drive over a cliff. The driver furiously motions for her to pull over, and she does.
The driver gets out and draws a circle and tells her to stand in it. Then he gets out his knife and cuts up her leather seats. He turns around and sees she's smiling. So he goes to his truck, takes out a baseball bat, and starts busting her windows and beating her car. He looks back to see that she's laughing.

He's really mad now, so he takes his knife and slices her tires. He turns around and she's laughing so hard, she's about to fall down. He demands, "What's so funny?"

She says, "Every time you weren't looking, I stepped out of the circle!"

2007-03-30T22:43:00.001+08:00

Four Worms and a Funeral

Four worms were placed into four separate jars. The first worm was put into a jar of alcohol. The second worm was put into a jar of cigarette smoke. The third worm was put into a jar of sperm. The fourth worm was put into a jar of soil.
After one day:

First worm - dead

Second worm - dead.

Third worm - dead.

Fourth worm - alive.

Lesson: As long as you drink, smoke and have sex, you won't get worms!

2007-03-30T17:12:00.000+08:00

there was this disgusting roach
standing on my bag
when i was in the bus on the way home
gross

roaches on buses are so so disgusting
totally!

2007-03-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

havent worn my retainer for quite awhile
and now its hurting my straightened teeth
well, they were exactly crooked
i just needed to fix my inversed jaws
read reverse bite
where the lower jaw is over the upper jaw
wrong order
ouch!

went to school this morning
had this briefing for the korea workshop
im so freaking excited (pissed)
(tone adapted from white chick)

i called mummy and told her about the deposits
and ta-dah!
i have it
which means, confirmed i am going
*big big grin*
together with the macdonalds 5
we will party in korea
(attempt to sing that superstar girl's song:
chong taipei dao beijing~)

HAHHAHHAHAHA

it was suppose to be sacastic
if you didnt get it

anyway
went for didi's recital today
a concert thingy
a graduation recital
yeah
artistic music, i would say
(didi = diana = danny's friend for 10yrs)

then danny sent me home
and there
another holiday day spent

well, 3 more before my internship starts
i wanna party
but i need the money

sigh.

2007-03-29T00:44:00.000+08:00

holidays!!!

yes
guess what!

monday is the day where all submission is over!
where year two is almost finally over

monday:
school
- submission for retail
- SIP talk
- submission for exhibition
- outing. to vivo. xinni xueni jh tb kenneth syafiq hock yixin lyndan and myself. then everyone left and there left the last 5 survivor. xinni xueni tb jh and myself. we slacked at tpy and had great 'fun'. scare stories. screaming people. sleepyheads. walking endlessly.

tuesday:
outing
- northpoint for dinner (mic.lim, xueni, xinni, me)
- met tb jh slut hock merv
- go town, shopped abit. the rest ate at taka. then went for drinks at some random bar at peranakan place. then went around aimlessly again.

wednesday:
- slackeed at home and watched many movies
dodgeball
beauty shop
dirty deeds
chicago
meet the fockers

2007-03-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

almost a month of not updating
yes
im back

*applause*

the last 4 months been hell
kinda

had two heavy loaded subjects
retail design
exhibition studies

retail went really well intially
until group work for exhibition stepped in
i have to thank xinni for steering the groupwork for retail
and thanks to his assho in my exhibition group
urgh!
i practically did the whole ppt myself
until i screwed his lazy ass

in short, my patience ran out
my determination ran out
my energy ran out
my strength ran out
im exhausted
and its the very last block of the semester
of year two
and having to handle a great lost
i had quite a handful trying to juggle many things

retail (the lecturer who makes me breakdown everytime)
exhibition (the loser group member)
dragon boat (thank god for groupmates who understood)
DMVP (slipped my mind on the submission of the last assignment)

i screwed up my grades
like totally

retail:
- screwed up model making, taking up so much time
- fked up consultations
- demanding lecturer
- tedious productions

exhibition:
- fked up groupwork
- shitty final assignment (crap work)
- slack ass

boathouse:
- lesser workload
- political shit
- grumpy people

dmvp:
- wrong topic
- shity snipshort work

besides all the crap
there are equally annoying and fked up people to make things worst
to create that negative atmosphere
to irritate the hell out of your very lethagic self
yes!

you know who i'm talking about
some rubber ball (will talk more about the next entry)

and then holidays is here
and guess what?
play time!
yes
i let myself loose
like out till the early morning
HA!!
(will elaborate in another entry)

2007-02-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

i had a hundred plus dollar
HAD...
and then i spent some
1. SAKAE BUFFET LUNCH - $20++
2. BODY SHOP - $40++
3. PHOTOCOPY 3 THICK BOOKS - $64/=

that's roughly 120++ buckaroos
and i initially wanted to buy myself some new clothes
from my favourite shop
dorothy PERKYS
oops!
i mean DOROTHY PERKINS
and they only have it near town area
so far

and i still intend to buy more architectural books
and each costing more than
or at least 50 dollars each

I AM RICH!
AMEN!

_______________________________

just came back from downstairs
the woman bind my very expensive photocopied book at the wrong side
and left the ugly hole through the WHOLE book
and then, being the perfectionist
i asked her to get me another copy
i got my sister to collect it for me tmr
and if she dare to collect more money
good luck to her
cos my sister is number one in quarrelling
be it sensible or not
WAHAHAHA

yay!

2007-02-25T17:54:00.000+08:00

life's quite stagnant now
please please please
bring some life in

recently, had this IAD gathering
IAD, is the course im taking,
gathering, as in BBQ at ECP

ya.

i was saboh-ed into organizing the shit
and handling the worst part of all,
FOOD

urgh

i submitted many proposals
and felt so freaking much like an accountant
right..

i just don't understand how people
can be so farking lazy
and i have to type the whole farking menu/pricing
and send it over to the lecturer in charge
when u can just click the farking link
and see it yourself

why?
love my typing is it?
or do you think i have nothing better to do?
FARK

then on that day
it went quite well
but the crowd is so farking dead

decide to leave halfway
cos was thinking that maybe lauda's side would be more happening
but, what can i say
it was no difference
the only thing i appreciated
is the aircon and drinks

without that, i'll definitely cab back to ECP
at least i can be myself there
however, there's always the issue of irritants
fark
give me some peace man

____

i am just so hard to please
i so farking want a break
a holiday
a breather
and then when i finally get one
i feel farking lost
and wished school would start instantly

that's what i'm feeling now

urgh!

i hate holidays when there's no fun involved
its not called holidays
its more like loserdays

all you do is warm the seat with your big fat ass
and stare at the flat glass called monitor
and type and click away

why?

because there's a death in my family
and everyone is so afraid i'll
farking bring bad luck
or farking curse their whole family to hell

ya

that's why!

so just fark off
and stay off
if not you'll be cursed
and your family members will feel the exact same way that i felt
and then they'll not be invited to every single party
and if they do
the host will be curse
and then its bac to the beginning

shouldn't you people show more sympathy to someone who have jus lost a loved one?

urgh!

what a world!
a world of losers!

2007-02-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

YAY!
i feel free!

2007-02-12T13:39:00.001+08:00

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Eagle

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale

You are active, a challenger, and optimistic.
Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal.

The Animal Personality Test

2007-02-09T21:16:00.000+08:00

i keep farting
and it's stinking up the whole place
but whatever

dan chose to not contact me
cos he said i was rude to his mother

yeah
let me tell you something

my grandma passed away
and i'm banned from his place for 3 mth
and so i asked him over
then one day i asked him
doesn't your mother mind if you come over my place
he: yes. she mind.
cos she doesn't want the son
to pamper the gf too often.
she'll be jealous.

he's you're son
you mean you'd rather let him stay by your side till you die?

WHATEVER!

the issue of future housing is
ANOTHER PROBLEM
he wants his mother to stay with us
and he wants to stay at tampines

urgh!
WHATEVER!

2007-02-09T21:15:00.000+08:00

asked if i was sarcastic
and they grade me hilarious
wth

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

You Are 64% Spoiled

You're pretty spoiled, but you probably don't think you're spoiled enough.
No doubt about it, you're living the good life. Maybe a little too good!

Are You Spoiled?

2007-02-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

Gossips and stories are flying everywhere

Issue 1
I do not have good impression
Neither do I respect
People who works in clubs
If you need that money to support your family
Or pay for your own education
There is no excuse why a girl should work at such places
It doesn’t matter for guys
As the have nothing to lose, sexually
(Because clubs are associated to sex)
Imagine this big boob girl
Employed because of her asserts
Working those late nights
Entertaining her so called ‘clients’
And all they think about is banging her

I’m disgusted

And then that girl tells someone
Whom she’s not particularly close to
A dirty little secret
Having 3 boyfriends
Fish
And they are nothing near her age
The first, and original one, is 14 years older
The second is 12 years older
The last, twice her bloody age

I’ll tell you what I feel
And how I judge her by these facts
She’s not a virgin
She’s materialistic
She have no respect for herself
She’s self-centered

I don’t even want to treat her as a friend
It’s such a disgrace

Issue 2
I was absent from school today
But I was told that the lecturer commented on my group’s poor language skills
I gave that comment a thought
And asked myself
How come there isn’t such problem when I’m around
And only now did he said such things
I’m not boasting or anything
But someone in my group loves portraying that all good figure
But in the end, it didn’t helped
And I heard the lost to that big boob girl
As she had more favour, thanks to her breast

Issue 3
There’s this bastard in my course that doesn’t know how to treat his girl right
First, he dared someone
Someone: I love girls with braces. (Bastard’s girlfriend), you look nice in braces
Bastard: You drink 2 jars of beer, she’s yours
What the frook
What kind of penis are you!!

Call yourself a boyfriend
Someone said he made his girl do his work for him
Someone said he forces his girl stop being in contact with her best friend
Someone said he called his girl’s best friend’s friend to stop being in contact with her

Are you trying to make your girlfriend autistic and not know how to handle people?
To hell with you

Ugly bastard

Right
I’ll stop here for now
Or else there wouldn’t be more stories/gossips/news next time

2007-01-30T02:07:00.000+08:00

grandma left us last wednesday
at 1640
i cried like crazy

went over as soon as i recover
and bloody sis dilly dally-ing as usual
and thank God
we made it just in time
before they wrapped her up
and bring her back for embalming
i could control myself at the sight of her lifeless body
it was yellow, swollen
water retension
my heart sank
my heart bleed
why?
when new year is just next month
she left
without a goodbye
and i just saw her on sunday

funeral
rituals
visitors sending condolences
and financial support for it all
buddhist way
monks
chanting
joss stick
it wasnt that bad
maybe cause the truth have not been registered
it was like as if a nightmare

for the love of my grandma
i did all i can regardless of religion
food
light
burning
everyday i stare at her lying in her coffin
slowly turning black
my heart sank deeper

on the very last night

we had 3 prayers 40mins each

with 30mins interval

last prayer

the monk led us around her coffin

my visioned blurred slowly

as my brain alternate between her smiling photo

and lifeless body

and then they rolled

my tears

everyone who endured long

they too cant control

when things got better

and i knew the wrost has yet to come

the very last day

we had another ritual

another monk

around we went

this time there was no hesitation

it let it all out

for 5 whole days

i endured

we turned around as they finally cover the glass that exposed her face

through out there were sobs

young and old

the joss stick can in my uncle's hands

her photo in my dad's

we followed as they moved her beautiful coffin,

covered with flowers,

into the golden van

dressed in white shirt and black pants

and only socks for footwear

we walked her back to somewhere near

where she once resides

there

we board the chartered bus

and headed to mandai

tired, we all slept

once there

it all started again

we bowed and prayed

and bid our final goodbyes

removed the cloth we've pinned on since

they, the casket company people,

moved us from location to location

the most devasting sight was the moving of the coffin

to the furnace

from the viewing hall

the coffin moved

into another small room

fire lid and the door closes

then memories flood my mind

i broke down

i cried and wail like never before

before we could even get hold of ourselves

they led us somewhere else

we moved off to bedok

this monastry

decided to place their tablets there

they, refering to grandpa and grandma

together forever, finally

then the back to toa payoh

and settled alot of other stuffs

i dont know

all i know is

in heaven she will be with grandpa and Jesus

no more pain

no more suffering

no more worries

and then i'll join her in that beautiful place

when im old and gone

_________________

on a lighter note:

my legs cramped when we had to sit for 40 mins

i burned my hands with the joss stick ash

we gave grandma a leather handbag

grandma gave me a green blanket

spaces for tablets are as such the less visible, the cheaper

starting from $1,200

my baby cousin was asking qns, like, why grandma die, why she's in the coffin (he said coffeshop)

i cried like a baby

________

Jesus will provide, dead or alive

Amen

2007-01-23T00:47:00.000+08:00

parts of a convo shared with some friends.
hilarious
entertaining
and maybe u would drop dead laughing

we were chatting about some i guides
who mixed up the requirements of our course.
cos he mentioned that maths is a requirement
in this course. which is so wrong.
then Fiona(FiFi) is one of those d guides.
so i got Dguides and Iguides mixed up. ya so...

mishie says: sorry ah
i not so enthu
go join guide guide
i not girl guide also
xInnI says: ahahaha
FiFi says: LOL. i from boys bridage.
mishie says: ..
where's your dick?
FiFi says: i saved it in a safe. scared ppl see then scared of it. cos its simply too big
mishie says: how big is your safe?
FiFi says: as big as changi airport
mishie says: man. sheesh. how do you pee than?
FiFi says: ok. the thing is, my is dick in the safe but i still got the pee hole which is my ass hole. I had three operations just to switch the pee hole to my ass hole.
xInnI says: OMG!!

then it went on.
i asked for the password to the safe
then she said its personal
then i offered to take its measurements

FiFi says: dont bother. 10 yrs ago, when i was still a kid, a scientist actually offered to take it's measurement as well. and he's still taking it till today.
and another scientist. he saw that old man so poor thing so he actually went to help out. who knows?! he opened the safe only, my precious little thing fall on him and died on the spot.

xInnI says: but shouldn't u b in the guiness records?
FiFi says: i didn't want to take part. it's not a nice thing u see.
xInnI says: oh.. i'm sorry to hear that it's deformed..

Fiona's so nice. she even offered to name her precious after us. Mich-ni and all..
then we start discussing about names. Hahaha..
good laugh for a hectic day.

2007-01-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

how bloody annoying can someone get
i'm up to my nose in tolerating her frigging nonsense
freak

first she tries to be the one everyone loves
by playing the middle person in a disagreement
when she was the one who started
or at least, shows the most dislike for a certain party
i wonder if she'll ever be doing the same to us
with the other party
then try to be all professional and stand out
by sending out a 'reflective email'
to all involved
EXCEPT me.
this is so frigging hilarious
i concluded, she wants to be the head
cos michelle would definitly not keep quiet
about such matters.
and before all the hu-ha mail
she smsed me and said
"im sending out a relfective email,
look out for it"
frak, i tell you

secondly, she's in the frigging boathouse project
as ME!
URGH!
and she made it seems as if i'm to join her 'group'
ring~
me: hello?
her: hey mish. i and (someone) is going to join the boathouse thingy. you want to join our group
me: i'm sorry. i've already msged (lec) yesterday, and is already officially involved in the project
her: so you want to join right?
me: (slightly angry) i AM already in
her: (to someone at her side) Ya. mish say she's going to join our group
me: (inside: WTF!!!)
her: okay. see you later. bye
(hangs up)
me: (jumps around frigging mad)
stab me man
i feel like BAH!

thirdly, she frigging have to be in my research group for the blame me for being silly
i blurted out which group i wanna do
and she said it before me
then again, it looks as if i delibrately want to follow her
Frigging fish

next, she is in my japanese group
presentation 2
nobody messy with my grades
i so frigging wan to stab her in the eyes
and MOUTH
and her brain, but i guess its not there
she dont have any
know what?
we have to do this jap skit
fun stuff
but not with her around
she keep giving cock ideas
keep interupting my chain of thoughts
its so frigging hard to concentrate with her around
i typed the script willingly
cos my grades are at risk
shegot the main role
and still complain about many lines
freak
which lead doesnt have any fish to say
then i added more for the rest of us
she: you didnt add more for Takami (me) and Miko (someone)
me: (frustrated) check properly. before scene 3
she: i just checking right?
she: i think the miko introduction should come before 'i'll be counting on you today'
me: that part was long there, edited by lec and not corrected. then it should be correct right?
urgh
how stupid can you be
just shut up
cos the more you help, the more messy things get
no.1: you're not good at jap
no.2: you dont give a f when we were discussing. you jus frigging eat infront of two hungry ppl who came much earlier and are desperately trying to finish off the script so we can go get our share of food
so SHUT UP

last, and the worse of all,
SHE FRIGGING IN MY ALREADY
FRIGGING CLASS BY THIS FRIGGING LEC
IN THE FRIGGING NEXT BLOCK

please please please
do something about it
my dear God
i pray it'll all end here
i promise to be good!

2007-01-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

yeah
this is what i've been up to these few day
busy like mad trying to get all these done
freaking tedious and time wasting

but the end product sometimes, is just too beautiful
successful

been busy with open house
internship
boat house
3dviz
jap

and i had only 4 hours of not proper sleep for the past three days
YAWN
and i dozed off in jap class earlier

hahahahaha..

right.
give me back some sleep
no work tonight,
jus sleep
and play.
:)

2007-01-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy

been freaking busy lately.
with
- japanese

presentation
test

- portfolio
have to be edited and re-edited and re-re-edit and re-re-re-edit and so on
- assignments

SOHO
Material Sample Board
Camera, etc

the constant annoyance from some freaks

who continuously act as a disturbance to my already vibrant life

who else

some people should really learn to respect and be humble

sharing opinions doesnt require you to be snobbish

or whatever

eee

i'm disgusted.

you're disgusting

(raises middle finger)

2007-01-07T00:44:00.000+08:00

on the way home

(in the bus)

that's the life man

on my bed

sipping wine

watching telly

surfing the net

with the aircon on

sexy xavier

in the cab

bottle tree park

aint it wierd looking

2007-01-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

im not gone
just too busy

its just 3days of school
and i cant handle
shit
i really need to get my ass moving
gravity loves me so much
the weighing scale went up
frok!

3d viz is nonsense
its so freaking confusing
and i need to hurry get as much done
so that i can put sth in my portfolio
cos apparently, my line needs
at least basic skills of 3d
sheesh
it's stressing me up

and then
japanese
fun if i only have that alone
not so much
when there's many other things
going on together
and test is on the 5th day of everything
goodness!

*stabs self*
please let go of what you cant and move on
take pride in what you can!

yeah

im just shag
damn shag
______________

watched movie with danny today
blood diamond
not as bad as i predicted
(i never liked action)

but there's some documentary thingy
like how people are gruesomely killed
just to get their hands on diamonds
they die by the hundreds
the whole village

hands chopped off
shot in the head
women raped
boys kidnapped to be trained as boy soldiers
propagated to hate their parents and the government
forced to kill
goodness
watching them fire their guns at frantic people
god!
what a world
africa

anyway
ya
did my brows today
like finally
the bushy lot.

i avoid orchard
mainly cos of the crowd
and strolling there is a challenge for me

we went back
decided to go to the new park
quite smelly
but quite a good place to slack
and get close to nature
but better still if the crowd dies down
ya..
the bottle tree park

i miss danny

i want to print my own shirts

i want to go for dance class

i want this block to end fast and smooth

i want to get my portfolio approved

i want to get my proposal approved by DP architect

i want to get internship at DP architect

i want to get a contract with DP architect

i want to do well this sem

and

I WILL!
In Jesus name,
Amen!

2007-01-03T11:20:00.000+08:00

crushed.

2006-12-31T14:07:00.000+08:00

sent xavier for grooming recently. check out his new cut.

isnt he sweet.

Was looking after lau da's puppies while he was away.

Junior

Husky

visited grandma yesterday. scanned through some photos, and the place just brings back so much memories. this, old school tiles.

and the little rascals.

people keep throwing programs my way when i am trying hard to complete my work. shit. i seek refuge at granny's to spend some time alone to complete my portfolio. and guess what, the rascals came. and worst, was blamed when one of them fell. sheesh. they werent from my vagigi! for heaven sake.

then today have to pray to my dead maternal grandfather. erm, i dont understand about the praying part. ya. have to keep going over to my maternal granny's place (the next block) to pollute the air, and say sth to some wood. ya. i'm only after the food. but nothing good this year. the prawns suck, the ngor hiang taste wierd, the curry all. eeeks.

yeah. worst of all, my aunt threatened my dog, talked shit and all, and still wants him to help her pick 4d numbers? my goodness. 4D numbers from a dog, are you insane or bonkers? Then went to the alter and asked for more numbers. if she was my mum, i'll be so embarassed.

rude, i may be. but something that happened these past few days made me think differently about her. I'm starting to have negatives thoughts. sheesh. bonkers freaks!

2006-12-24T09:17:00.000+08:00

i have japanese food phobia now
had dinner buffet at this japanese resturant last monday
had japanese food at suntec food court the next day
then yesterday mummy brought home some sushi from company's lunch
*weak smile*
although i do like japanese food
this is obviously too much

anyway, last monday
ya
had dinner with seals people
at miramar hotel
this japanese resturant
really small place
but the food was not bad
the servings are small
so we tried alot of different stuff
(p/s: good place to go, if you want japanese food, besides the regular sushi)
ebi furai
ebi tempura
my favourite
and of cos chawanmushi
and lots more
had salmon
tako (raw)
SHISHAMO
(thinking of it makes me hungry)

right..

then we split up after
i had to choose between ktv and hardrock
geez
i wanted ktv
cos i wan my first club to be good
but whatever
danny made the choice
so hard rock it is

monday night
comedy night
kumar's on
drag queen
but he's really nice
and good
lots of jokes and humour
racial
religion
political
all sorts
but he's so neutral
hilarious to the max
when the DJ hit the music
i felt like dancing
but ya
couldnt

crash at danny's
then tagged along to millenia
_______

am at a bad state of mind now
i cant think straight or happy
everything i think of makes me want to cry

2006-12-18T11:36:00.000+08:00

know what?
i've got a black eye

freaking ugly

thanks to ikea

haha

mum thought i got into a fight

yeah

had meatballs

bought stuffs

and helped fixed them

yipee

fun!

danny queueing for my meatballs

yesterday we celebrated baby's birthday

baby anthony

was disturbing his brothers,

who were playing with trains and tracks

known for his cheeky smile

it means he's up to something

riding his new car

i've tried it

fun i tell you

see his cheeky smile again

baby jeremy

this little baby was trying to imitate a mouse he saw on tv

baby timothy

i think he was trying to smile

cos he laughed after the shot

what else but being spastic

2006-12-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

bloody bitch
i hate my youngest sister
somtimes

urgh
how annoying can this be
all she does is hog the computer
if not sign out someone else's msn
bitch

she can even use the computer
before she brushes her teeth
then all the way till she goes out
then when she comes home
all she wants is to use the computer
if not she'll flash her ugly black face
and curse us all

how annoying can this be
freak
why dont you just glue your freak eyes
on to the screen
*rolls eyes*

feek

2006-12-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

was going through friendster
please feedback to them
that many needs more space
to post their gazillion load of photos
goodness
one frame consisting of more than 5 photos?!
insanity

i shall shut up

danny's back today
yipee
was having class when he called
i so wanted to pick up the phone
:(

right.
was suppose to meet joyce ching feng yi
but she was still in bukit batok
urgh

why cant government employ cleaners to tidy houses as well
i so hate being the only person blamed
am i the only one with hands?
or
i am wearing a tag that says, i must vacuum the floor?
feek
i hate!

2006-12-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

do you cook?
but you do eat right?

ever sincerely appreciate the time and effort put into making a meal
even if it's just instant noodle?

i took 10 mins to cook
and 5 mins to finish eating

CRAP!
but ya.
wadever

holidays
time to glue myself to the big black box
finished

havent had proper social life since thursday
im bored to death

still having that tummy ache
and its getting annoying

2006-12-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

canadian pizza for brunch
(we never had breakfast unless weekend)
atlantis is good
italian isnt that meaty as expected
bloated
*BURP!*

danny called
from batam
he said they have nice scenary there
suggested that we can go there next time
but batam has bad reputation
*blinking red lights*

this morning i dreamt about dragon
and then it attacked me
it was so 3D
cos xavier pawed at my ankle just at that moment
scary

having a tummy ache still
since friday
shoooooots!

2006-12-11T23:42:00.000+08:00

stayed home to pack my room
to be exact, table
haha
that's where most of the mess is
trust me
it will never stay clean and empty for long

dugged up photos from eons ago
spastic
but memorable

the amount of accessory i have
POOF!
goodness

majority of the trash
90%
are paper
*shakes head*
waste waste

i still need more storage space
as i can never bear to throw anything away
its said to be some psychology thingy
about not letting go of past or something
HAHAHAHA

ample dust
eeee-ness
it makes me itchy

watched beach volley from DOHA
wow!
this 17 yr old girl have such good body and tan
i love.
but unfortunatey, she's china
*second thought wadever i said*

stop tempting me, tim tam

2006-12-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

vivo-ed
then headed to harbourfront center
this weekend is absolute family day

lots of shop there
but wasnt in the mood to shop
candy empire was good though
70 odd dollars spent there

C H O C O L A T E S

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